Part One: written for the ideals of their own and others when I heard the news you are about to leave, still irrepressible, suddenly became empty. Seems to be more than two years, I have been struggling forward you are the driving force behind.At that time, I harbor a trace of luck, I think that as long as the efforts will saw your shadow on the lake side Taying.As everyone knows, I had already had to leave your heart mind. From the first time you know, to know you, to you play with me, you taught me to play, you’re about to leave.You, and the people around you, your bright light will I tightly wrapped.Let me involuntarily, huddled into a small child.In front of you, I can only play the role of a child.You can always a ripped all my thoughts, all my little tricks are magnanimous in front of you. In September 2008, I finally entered the threshold of high school.I thought I had a chance and you also stand on the same starting line, and think that you would also open the door once stood in this stage, I inexplicably excited. Then, again after another loss.Let me know, so you had tens of thousands of light years away from me.If I keep the chaotic state, you will drift away.I do not see a little trace of the realm. I never know where they can reach, because I never tried.What is the limit?Person has a limit, but the limit is used to break, and then create new limits.A crossroads, it always has a direction, is the direction I want to move forward. Child, adults always say that college entrance examination scores are not the ranking.I stood at a distance, bewildered. Grew older, my primary school teacher marvel at the talent, but also sorry for my fun.I stepped closer, his face proud. Then larger, themselves, in a simple free development of junior high school subjects.I have taken a big step, with some melancholy. Third, your appearance made me start small. So with a vague, glitter flickering light, tell me where the exit. July 2008, I finally see, eyes, with bright colors. High school, I managed to pass through the decadent half of the semester, took a mess of transcripts, looking at the rankings a little bit to fall.Then, looking at love my teacher’s eyes, little by little revealing look into steel.You so high so far, I can not see in your place. A long time ago, she said to me: “CL, so just as you go on, is certainly large on the.”I’m trembling, eyes suddenly emerge warmth of your smile, asked:” Why should I go large?”Teacher froze for a moment, looked at me and smiled. I cried. Like you, never give up.So if I perish, it will be high above you look down. The original, has been leading me going is you, has been lingering in my side is you do not want to disperse the fog. The first time someone confessed my ideal, is the Blessed Virgin, then you, then a small scale, then all the more, then my teacher.You are thousands of kilometers away in the hustle and bustle, tell me: can the effort. I really miss you.Miss you give me strength and courage forward. Unnamed Lake, next to Bo Yata.If one day I finally collapsed, you do need to pick me up.I say once again: the decision on the effort of it, will not regret it. Large tracts avalanche of sadness, I have some staggering, afraid of their own can not afford.Wait until you actually left that day, I would really grow up.I want to grow into a very good very good people, so that one day you see me again rejoice, then tell me: Nice to see you again. You are always standing behind me, told me silently: really only a distance, you can reach the north door. You are always standing behind me, told me silently: there is really little, you can go very high. You are always standing behind me, told me silently: then really takes a little effort, we can meet again in the ocean. You are always standing behind me, I silently told: You have to learn patience. You are always standing behind me, I silently told: you have to start to grow up, toward their goals fearlessly forward. Even without you, I will toward you, run all the way to windward.Nightlife net you and I, have a very strong, finish each section of the road of life. Part II: wrote to his struggle in the new year, I pray to the gods courage, the courage of radical reform.I want to reform the bureaucratic status quo of myself, I have to struggle out of this malaise.I decided that something from passive to active, to gradually clear understanding now, I know what I have to leave the road is, and will overcome all the difficulties to keep walking.Later, at least in the thought of the pain and joy during the struggle, this unique experience, I will be calm. I admire the goal clear and can adhere to the people, I appreciate the struggle between the focused look of facial features of people, reveals a determination and happiness. I’m more obsessed with the disappearance of feeling exhausted all the fear and overweening when hard work, I feel a bunch of strange bright light above my head bent down, I have infinite power, all-powerful! Insist that it is not easy to maintain this confidence is not easy, once lax will immediately adhere to the grounds for suspicion.Spare time, according to press the phone, eat a snack, chat a few days, issued a stay.Time is gone, there will be a sense of accomplishment did not do anything how?But myself, get rid of bad habits are right, seize the time to grasp it!Between classes draw a few words, over and over again back to the dorm without mobile phone without pressing, as far as possible to take advantage of the time together to learn, tired of it?But not, but spiritual blind than before, many, many full time doing nothing, and spiritual enrichment, and do not want to eat a snack.Blindly learning becomes dull outliers yet?But not, but struggled to bring confidence, the sun people become more active with a sincere smile to communicate with people.All of these wonderful to me power, give me the courage to continue to progress, however, there is no struggle perseverance certain amount of time, you can not wait to experience these wonderful, you will give up. Perseverance, how important it is.How many people lost in the failure of a lack of willpower.No perseverance, and then clear goals can not be implemented; no willpower, all are fantasy. I pray that I need most, in order to really have the courage to make their own decisions, decided to do their own will want to work hard to enable it to achieve.People want to think, all the compromise and weakness are giving up the right to life.Faith can change everything but death of.I want a better life, eager valuable life, this is not I read this sub-sub neatly textbooks can achieve, I need to go beyond!I need to fight!Others said it was impossible to do, just because he could not pay so much sweat, but I can!I still remember sophomore Games, eight hundred meters running race, a friend shouted at me, first with Yau, otherwise one will be boring.I listened to slow down his rhythm, the result of the late boring, lost.But afterwards I knew that if I do not hear anything, I just believe I can, then I would punch a breath first, because usually the results are good runners.I do not friends, but she said I did not need.Struggle in a certain sense, only in relation to himself, no examples, no rules, it is the truth. And no procrastination, plan what action it immediately!Would not have nothing, yet inspired to write will soon disappear, the disappearance of more opportunities, opportunities that arise will gradually decrease.Do not always think of the first retention strength up, strength will be more with the rich, leaving empty failed to keep. Having said that, to tell myself, discharge all interference fight it really hard once for yourself!I have started to move is not it, how great is it that!Be not afraid of success, to dare, I dare to live out their own wonderful!