For most people, graduating from school is an exciting day for many years of studying hard is finally over.For me it can not be so. Remember that weekend two years ago, my family and friends from all over the country came to our school, who in turn went over to look at our class graduation ceremony from the stage.Like all the others can be in the same class as my eyes can see is in the final year of college, my economic situation became worse from bad.We got a diploma upon graduation, the outlook is very bleak.Countless job applications are a dead letter, and I know that I will no longer have a place to call home tomorrow. The next few weeks are tough, I can not carry everything packed up, find a place to store them, because I know that this small university town will not have any chance, we had drove to southern California to look for a job.I think there within a week you can get a job reply, after can fill out job applications, dragged on for two weeks, until four weeks, I found myself as usual into the endless wait in.Date and then I need to repay student loans from day to day is near. When you experience before you wake up in the morning, and my heart because of fear of feeling dazed when it?You can not grasp the horror of those things you hope for one thing, but the resulting fear but fear during a nightmare haunts?During that time, this feeling occupy all my life. A few days feel like weeks, weeks feels like a few months, always such a month I feel like a no abyss at the end of the same.And blow me most is that no matter how hard I try, can not seem to make the slightest change in life. How could it be crazy not to do brain?I decided to use a pen to record.Put some of their own ideas in mind on a page, it makes everything look a little clearer, but also a little brighter.This writing seems to have given me hope, when you have reached a dead end, and my heart has a little bit of hope itself is all you need! Later, I just put my own frustration experienced wrote a book of fairy tales, the title is called “upstream”, the hero of the book is a matter encounter any difficulties will not give up their dream of small fish. One day, I received a copy of my first book publishing contract!Since then, my situation gradually there was a slight improvement.Shortly after, I received a second book publishing contract, a few months later, I should go about Disney’s interview, the company soon hired me. I tell my own story is to tell you never to give up, maybe the face of adversity is what you own a good opportunity achievements.Even if things look dark temporarily, they do not give up.Two years ago today, I was curled up in his car, open a barrel of canned food, drinking cold soup inside, and now have become in the past. If you feel work hard, then you put in the time, but do not give up, to believe things will get better.I do not have any academic literature before, have never come into contact with the writing, if not that difficult time sufferings, I can not become a writer today.Sometimes our dreams just upstream not far from the place waiting for you, but we have to do is courage, beyond swimming in the past, you will meet a success.