◇ autumn barren of: a animal husbandry (Sisyphus) Lost Autumn is a cruel season.October roar of earth harvester like a whirlwind, made off with the clothes of bare land fields in the wind, with open eyes dazed withered.River floating colorful leaves, feebly flowing slowly to the distant unknown.Willow, locust, paulownia, which can not withstand the continuous fall season loner with scales, muscles and eyes only a bare skeleton, trembling in the wind but Fenglin shamelessly revealing the red face of the mountain impressed with it’s part of the season and the summer sky is always fascinating, confusing those desires thriving in the humid air, had a chance to think of the next pumpkin shed disappointment, sadness and death Tanabata night we went to a cool (Note 1) overheard Cowherd tryst private words of Cowboy was gone, a man quietly dropped the reins go to the city, running the streets.Saw many people on the street to sing, fighting Cowherd a hot head, I forgot to tell Weaver raised his fist.Of course they are locked up in jail.Oh.Only then did he realize that he is nothing but a cowherd.(Note 2) those women Tanabata dreams also disappointed not hear the heavenly words of love, Valentine’s tryst could not find on the ground that her husband never hit her and never touch the spirits of the dead bent her like a day of utter jealousy eyes staring at her.(Note 3) That night I met him drunk sloshing mouth alone in the streets murmured with: China, Japan, the woman what I shouted to him, hey folks!You first manage yourself!He asked: What what is their own?Yourself how much a pound?This is on the streets of neon lights flickering shadows of the trees covered with living and dead, the specter of two of history’s ablaze ashes of the old and new city, glazed tile glazed unknown unfathomable courtyard of the palace and stands of tall buildings secretly dirty sewer.Air smelled mixed with the smell of countless thousands of years of indifference after the bloody and bloody war, deathly quiet.Fire buried in the dust and dirt in the sky pigeons died not find the nest.I came across an acquaintance asked me: talk of the town, and fire it?I said: Haha no, I do have to give you a dust.(Note 4) Oh God, what broke the Cave “heap of broken images, where the sun’s whip” (Note 5) as the cruel wind, once again stepped into the field with a smile and a castle mad murder, arson, rape farmland become a paddock, schools disappeared, the student finally bent over red with blood coast, city streets piled bones of the skull head lifted, the wind smelled of innocent people died for no reason.Those gods hidden in the book include those pathways leading to the ultimate secret all quietly reduced to ashes in the flames.(Note 6) Who am I?I came to this world to do?I’m going where?Day of hurried pedestrians on the street as soon as swallowing and cursing each other in crowded snail creeping steel yard.Night pub confusion, the men eat meat, drink and BS-ing, grimace staring at the waitress half-naked breasts and thighs.Do not drink!Man!Drink with his wife who ran away!Fuck me Pishi!one more bottle!The building was full of dirty to the world of cable all day pounding the keyboard of his wife, crying.Shame on you!You just shameless!Look at your virtue!Life can not Qishan!Marry you down eight life lintel!Such a woman is not his urinary.Street procession finally have a lively crowd like a childhood memory of the pleasure of a return to it’s crazy!Usually I can not say nonsense has not been finally extinguished the flames ignite the sense of excitement about the brain Long live China!I also Diaoyu Islands!Oh, the Diaoyu Islands in any place? Three ashes of flame flame when buried in the earth does not know its origin, its direction does not know when it would erupt into the soil will suffocate the flame so that it is not an Chao Feng smoke there is no fire temple hall the temple is deceptive money trick I was a monk called free fortune teller to grab the last two hundred silver dollars I pay his respects.Not the flame of love in this world is not worthy of the goddess of love yearning melancholy teenage woman today is how reality exudes gold is not ideal flame?Oh ideal.They have already destroyed my country and.And your nation.Illusion of hunger, a stone’s throw of paradise.We do not know where to go where to better.Flame annihilation in still air in the disappearance of the sword and the table of copulation and die in the rising sun, the roar of the machine and in a hurry.We have an early start tomorrow.Do not forget to bring lunch.Roadside beauty cast a glance over a heartbeat, then silence.The first time I see the ship decorated (Note 7), and you may not have any relationship.Those eager to fire bloodshed, war!From goodness, but he attributed the cycle of sin, but now the dust rising flame without fuel and air even for a moment will turn to dust.In front of another empty time I had waiting for me he was dressed in a long gown fluttering tall slender body and eye Shensui.His face, flashed blessed those glorious flame of love, dreams, and he has been gentle music in the body and lasting burning around him lighting up dark spaces.And weathered the years of his helpless despair and sadness has nothing to do with him.Time and space in the shadow is immortal existence. ? What is my four days in a row insomnia.Chinese say, you have Firelight, liver heat.You smoke?I say yes.Smoking is not harmful lung.But the spleen and stomach.Anger rising human lung, lung into the stomach, large intestine.Yin and yang heat.So you sleep.The doctor said.(Note 8) I said I can not find the place at night and resting grounds.There is always floating in the air grasping not catch things make me uneasy.And the dream, I saw myself floating around flowers woke up often wondered where.What things fall from the void to something alive but dying.(Note 9) in a failed action and passion, the endless tragic event surprised eyes, touching tears, helpless sigh after that people will not die.The alleys in time in cold flow.”Everyone is facing to not once but many times death death” (Note 10) once a day every day a little disappointed a minor weakness wings flapping banner of death, a branch dagger piercing the chest of white collar blue collar, half-naked body and body desire body.Among them poisoned wine sipping colorful singing voice hoarse but empty song is a call of fire and death.this is not you.After the iron heel side, war, madness and fantasy from those splendid ancient glory in a loss now walk down the street, kicked the trash or humbly sitting rotating machine like a puppet pulled by a conveyor belt-like work those days and nights in song and dance, the arena against beauty crazy shouting at a loss to run around in a crowded road is inferior exotic fast food, lights, neon lights piercing horn to get emaciated body and mind were torn apart, not you.Young wearing shabby clothes wandering in the street fight later study hard, and finally official, sitting in luxury car, drinking wine foreigners, with the stolen money to buy a few dozen villas with watches and jewelry to dazzling one greedy woman in his arms torn immediately abandoned.Even if you’ve lived with my brother in jail!sinner!Your body flow with the blood of ancient.”Oh, I gave how much money home.I donated a lot of money to those remote schools, homes for the aged.Engraved with my name, “those of St. Paul.But now, the name has become a shame you do not know what you are.Alas I am what is me five floating look at this bustling Kam world to listen to the sound sonorous this gold collisions What is my what was my fault flowery land is so barren thriving country worried about who does not take guns and knives to defend his homeland?Who do not defend his love life?(Note 11) but traffickers trafficking spring let people laugh flame has been turned into a weakness in the dust of smoke floating into any S2S can be two: if it does so, it is not necessarily how.Weak body was run over by a car when people are usually to be found, if not always then grind again.(Note 12) do nothing more terrible than the money and do nothing as my own tut tut tut more importantly, died on the day I die happy still over 61 dead in the village where Lao Gao sitting right edge of a field of pumping it up the pipe down the city building shadow getting closer to the second son of objects home were prohibitively high bride price can survive this land is the root cause of Liangqian Oh, that just a few years can harvest the top?I asked every day should not be asked to be in silence.Beautiful towering sea view room, beautiful young woman ran away.Not far from the newly built buildings with cracks no one would dare to buy more unoccupied.The car just went to the bridge the bridge collapsed rain flooded the whole city.Wuhan Bridge laugh at storms and space-time (Note 13) but the Metro is shaky.In the happiness of my way to go too fast it crowd, car parks and bustling holiday villa crowded camps more than a dirty home even more horrible park resort where happiness happy where it is sweat it at hard labor where Grandpa, would you do happiness?Oh, do not ask me!I’m just migrant workers.(Note 14) did not land in town I went to town if I did not place me where to go.Just married my wife a few days crying when making a call.But who knew she would not give me a cuckold.Many good-looking girl in town can be quite snobbish girl in town.Tut tut tut what the good life is the good life where. Seven non-stop roar of the road in the city extends the machine to stand tall even if the sun is no longer flashing neon still humble nightclub housing despite how charming my poor dream where my wife and my home my good friend here but I do not sweat here I earn flow are also consumed here is that you blame me or blame me drunk again tonight hey wages have not settled, he was going to expel dogs (Note 15) my home my moon my partner!You are the poor as cheap as!I do object when the side was covered with morning glory lover her mouth plugging father and mother let me out big money.Today, I drank too much.Sweat can flow over my money where?Father and mother ah you do not live up to expectations child.I think you wife ah. Eight numb when tall buildings, palaces and security integration HOS time when all the kids wear uniforms to school when the new street in a bustling passers finally left still clean time when you can arm fell to the ground from the time when the freedom of the elderly voix finally aired and then complain loudly that people can finally calm time when holding a small piece of paper can travel to any country on earth can you ask me, hey buddy!Are you happy?I might answer, oh, sometimes happy.I eventually could not save themselves as this great crowd and the vast kingdom.That’s me to support my homeland that I was either excited or depressed country.I was able to breathe, to survive, and then humble family line died.Everything has a reason everything will work out all nothing.Tut tut tut so numb nine neighbors biological child out of foster care to the very day he missed his edge against the pro-Tang Yi Hu clothes iron heel against Horseshoe now jumping jumping crying just lost at home to prove soul want to go home to grow up a beast of a sheltered child every day against me also pro pro not hate also wanted to kill more to kill not (Note 16) sitting, lying down, asleep smoking a cigarette hazy as long as you do not enter my house everything to do with me.Everything I have nothing to do with you.Once you step into the door no matter who you are and whatever you are doing to you it is my enemy.Tut tut tut this ancient land which countless eyes spying on the land this magnificent rivers and mountains of this vast coast this crowd ten Raytheon banner this fall I sat confused old Luo edge of the vast years make me cry, dream but I see the soul of the ancestors dreamed Hetu, also do not see the nine-feng.(Note 17) before Chidi hall, remonstrance drum slander wood, can tame Germany next to the pro clan.(Note 18) Chung-hua of Germany, as farming birds Yun; (Note 19) Junshan doubt dream, the owner of tears.(Note 20) yellow bear hit rock, Wan East Sichuan go, marshes.Cast Jiuding, lay five mountains, do not Kyushu.(Note 21) Phoenix in the days of pro-farming to the people and bring benefit to the common people Matilda Duke spit-feeding the world’s hearts.(Note 22) but since I already empty madding crowd around daggers, cries wolf.Hazy smoke outside the house storm the house.Lions sleep a sleep again, with renewed.Castles can not live without the Temple territory can not re-raised the banner when Raytheon east flags (note 23) when the land Wufeng flew the plane trees grow (Note 24) even if the burning of the city, fields and forest, even into the next cycle.I will eventually wake up and see myself.World normalized when we might lose everything, but we will win the world (note 25) So, good night.guys.good night.Wait for the next dawn.good night.good night. good night.(Note 26) Note 1: The legend can be seen in the Tanabata night, looked Vega Galaxy meet, young men and women such as hiding under the fruit stand overheard tenderness of love, then when the two men meet in heaven, will happy marriage.Note 2: When anti-Japanese parade of injured lock type to take ü Japanese car owners said to be migrant workers, but not quite sound mind.Note 3: This is what I often hear things.The irony is that some men self-esteem to the point that day with beatings or a woman with a cold violence to be evil.Especially when they married wife is a beautiful, intelligent, and everyone sympathy and affection, respect for women when.4 Note: The first part Zhao Luorui translation of Eliot “Waste Land” “The funeral of the deceased,” the second paragraph: I will show you something different from either Your shadow to get up early, behind you move; unlike the evening and rising to meet you; I will show you fear in a handful of dust.Note 5: “The Waste Land” first part “of the deceased’s funeral,” second paragraph: What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow Out of this stony in?Son of man, ah, you say, or guess, for you know only A heap of broken images, where the sun beats Note 6: once read an article in “The Thinker blog circle”, a good topic like “after the Southern Song Dynasty China no, no China after the Qing Dynasty.”.Discusses in detail the Mongolian Yuan dynasty, the Manchu Qing Dynasty after the entry devastating blow to the Central Plains culture.No matter how extreme the argument, anyway, I read scared heart soul, it has nothing to let go.Note 7: The Chinese Navy formally delivered 16 aircraft carrier Liaoning ship during the National Day decorated, provoke users comments.The idea that the move is very serious and not waste energy.Note 8: I was sick one deep in the countryside of old Chinese told me the truth.Because smoking causes stomach heat, resulting in anger rising, reaching the lung, and the lung through the large intestine, resulting in stomach heat, constipation and many other symptoms.Ordinary people always think smoking only harm the lungs.actually not.Note 9: September wrote a poem “Exhale”.Record a state of mind suddenly felt a morning waking.Note 10: Neruda “Ma Chu?Chu Gaofeng than “Section III: creatures like corn, barn in continuous operation failed and tragic event, dolphin peel off from the first to the seventh, the eighth, facing everyone to not once but many times death death…Note 11: “Ma Chu?Chu Gaofeng than “Section II: not: down the hallway, sky, sea or ground the way, who do not take guns and knives and defend his blood.Note 12: This is the last heard.The implementation of the law and continue to improve today, very few of these events should conscienceless it.Note 13: the bridge collapse accident everywhere contrast was built in the mid-1957’s Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge.Fifty years, has experienced the vicissitudes of the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge, towering stand upright on the river, shouldering more than 60 vehicles per minute, every six minutes a train through the load, withstood numerous floods, high winds baptism, but also bear 70 test multiple collision accident, still standing proudly above the Taotao.Note 14: This is a matter of common knowledge.15 NOTE: This form is intended to fabricate a solid.But in reality migrant workers demanded wage was hit even worse things after another.16 Note: Even if Japan’s argument about the origins vary, but the advocate of the Tang Dynasty culture is undeniable.Note 17: myths and legends of the Yellow Emperor on the line Lo, the ministers enjoy the scenery; suddenly saw a large bird mouth, Bian map, put in front of him, down the Yellow Emperor quickly Baishou.Look at that bird, shaped like a crane, beheaded, Yan mouth, turtle neck, dragon, parallel wings, tail, colored ready.The figure of the German word is careful, kind, inji six words.Yellow Emperor had never seen this bird, we ask the old days.I told him that the old days, the bird called the phoenix male, the female is called Phoenix.Gordon is called the morning morning, the day is called Xiang, the evening is owned by Chang tweet, tweet at night is security chief.Phoenix one, show the world peace.Cheung is a big sign.Note 18: Yao world governance in order to develop statutes to prohibit fraud.He admonished drum set, set slander wood, so that ordinary people can express their views on national affairs, to encourage people to criticize their own mistakes.He said: “If there is a person hungry, I am hungry he is; if there is a cold man, that I freeze him; if a man convicted that I hurt him.”Yao takes good care of the people, kept taxes low, so people are very support him.He also strongly advocated moral and rolls, so that the common people can get along, that all the country’s harmony.Note 19: Yao Wang came to power in ancient times, the county Alexandra (today-urban) area of fertile soil, people compete to reclaim this, for the fight wasteland, people often battle.After the sun come here, will split the land to the people that he cultivated fields at the bushes, the crowd and be moved, do not fight, courteous to each other, the matter touched by God, sent mountains of elephants down to help, like swinging a long nose will the trees uprooted, transported to the abode of the sun, for the construction of houses.Elephant and servitude for the sun to pull a plow.After the crop seedlings unearthed children, there are weeds Mixed, cluster bird, pecking turn weeds net, namely ancient books called: “Like a bird farming Yun ‘story.Note 20: Emperor Yao two daughters, Ehuang Ying Shun married to wife.Shun Street Parade to the lake, because the weather is too hot, Ehuang Britain to stay in the Dongting Lake Junshan, Shun southern tour continues.British woman in a dream one night and suddenly heard the news of Emperor Shun ascended to heaven, and woke up feeling anxious, thinking about Emperor Shun, hastily told E Wong, E Wong mouth Although the “demon dream is relied upon, I’m afraid you normally miss pole , the heart to do is remember a dream, you worry.”But the heart is also very anxious.Soon came the news really Shun died in Cangwu Hill “to hear the sad news, Ehuang Britain crying, general physical and mental suffering by fire.Ehuang Britain every day of sadness, tears Kugan gradually, drop by drop of blood flow out from the eyes, stained bamboo on Junshan.Note 21: According to legend, Dayu three past his home without, but his wife was secretly visiting female Jiao Yu, but Yu saw the mountains stone quarry into a bear, not human discovery Yu, receive shock turned into stone.Yu will stone abdomen cut open and remove their son Kai. Yu and the Yangtze River, the Yellow River water is not surging governance, then it is a transgression of the flood is rising sea levels, coastal flooding up to the land.This is a worldwide, many ethnic groups have been flooded flood legends.After the Flood, a mud floor, not remedied, it is inconvenient farming.Dayu dominion, it is this field drains management.This is Confucius said, “evengroove” is broadly in line with the.In “Mencius Tengwen Gong”, said: “When Yao, the floods cross-flow, flooding the world.”” When Yao, the water retrograde, flooding in China.Rivers on the “land of China, mostly originated in the west, rolling east.Regardless of the small flood water, it will not be “cross-flow”, “retrograde”, only when the transgression, salt water intrusion from east to west, will appear “cross-flow”, “retrograde” phenomenon. Yu Tai the Chinese administrative region is divided into Kyushu: First, Jizhou (Hebei, Shanxi plain) Second, Yanzhou (Yellow River, now Shandong) Third, Qingzhou (Shandong Peninsula) Fourth, Xuzhou (Huaihe plain) V. Yuzhou (Central Plains ) Sixth, Yongzhou (Guanzhong and Longxi) seven okrug (south of the Qinling Mountains, Sichuan Basin) eight, Yangzhou (the Yangtze River) nine, Jingzhou (middle reaches of the Yangtze River) which is officially known as the beginning of Chinese administrative divisions of the state.The name of the nine states still in use.Note 22: Duke of Zhou Ji Dan (??1105 BC) famous male surnamed Ji, the emperor’s son, the younger brother of King Wu.Benefice in its periphery, the MG as well, it is referred to Duke.When his assistant Wu, wise men fear to lose the world, when wash a head, had not been holding back and more manageable hair; eat a meal, food also several times spit out the mouth, can not wait to go to reception Magi.This is the phrase “hold hair spit-feeding” story. Cao Cao “short song”: high mountain tire, tire deep sea.Duke spit-feeding, the world’s hearts.Note 23: Raytheon refers to the Yellow Emperor.”Spring and Autumn?Taiwan-map “said the Yellow Emperor starts from lightning, and said:” Regulus, the main god of thunder.”Note 24: Wufeng: the Han Han Ying” Hanshiwaizhuan “Juanba Chapter VIII reads: Yellow Emperor ascended the throne, Shi Huicheng day, a virtue, Wei Ren is the line, buildings or peace, no Phoenix, but think of it like, Su Morningside sleep soundly, Naizhao and asked the old days, he said: “how about like a phoenix?”Replied the old days:” When a man like a phoenix, the former Hong Lin, neck and tail snake, dragon and tortoise body text, Yan-throated and chickens pecked; Dade negative benevolence, righteousness hold in relying on small gold tone, big sound drum; neck extension Fen-wing, multicolored prepared Ming; move eight wind, air seasonal rain; food qualitative, drink there instrument; to i.e. message beginning to i.e. Jiacheng; but Phoenix is capable sky-being, should Ling, law pentameter , laid nine German.World Wealth to give as one of Phoenix, the Phoenix over the yield as bis Phoenix, the Fengxiang give Sanfong the like, the set of Phoenix, available as Phoenix Four, the phoenix give Phoenix under the Spring like the Fifth, the Phoenix did not reside in the.”Yellow Emperor said:” to play!Yun Zai!Dare to Yan.”So the Yellow Emperor yellow dress, wearing a yellow crown, caused by fasting in the palace, and to blot out the sun is the phoenix, the Yellow Emperor descending order in the east, west Zaibaijishou, said:” Imperial heaven-being, dare not by the order.”Phoenix Naizhi East Timor country, set the Indus emperor, Emperor Zhu real food, not the body do not.Poem reads: “Fenghuangyufei, its Gui Gui Yu, Yuan also set stop.”25 Note: This section is actually a great place to write.Never in-depth.Or otherwise a chapter.About China Road since ancient times, how Confucianism dominated the national ambition of aggression belief spying equilibrium constraints in the real world around them by force, and even seek peaceful development of world harmony, do not repeat the mistakes of the cruel-torn nation but without losing the character of self remember the recent micro-blog said a word, is: China might not save himself, but will save the world.This appears to be nonsense sentence.But it has a great taste.In fact, the ancient Chinese Road (Road, instead of Taoism) already contains information communicated blending of the human and vital presence.If human beings are willing to quietly survive on this planet, and there is a philosophy must be attributed to the integration of unity.However, in the national history, current reality environment, and perhaps this is precisely the contradiction between the existence and development of.Note 26: imitate “The Waste Land” at the end Eliot: self-sacrifice.sympathy.restraint. Ping An.Ping An. Ping An.Postscript: This is the first time the poem brewing for a long time.Writing in about twenty days.Nothing to do with Mo Yan’s Nobel Prize.Eliot touches and Nobel Prize winner and the great Chilean poet Pablo Neruda relationship.College had a passion for the book “Nobel Prize winner in literature anthologies”.Once placed in the bed every night reading.Later, several life changes, I feel lost.But this time suddenly found.In the meantime I’ve been trying to find a way to express my feelings about the world around.What felt so great that I always far-fetched, emptiness, insomnia, regardless of what day the night trying to catch, to prove right or wrong black and white?I, like many people in this country where the work, survive, but to seeing heard, there is no direction of the wind and rain clutter.Including their own happiness and pain, and the pursuit of dreams.Totally not a pillar in the depths of the soul.Our steps in moving forward.But what is ahead?Are we really crave?Until one day I read Neruda’s “Ma Chu Chu Gaofeng than” very suddenly felt some context for my expression of ideas; some even direct reference to the original language (such as “Everybody’s not the first time to face the death many times death is “) read” the Waste Land “, that these ideas are put together the pieces.In fact, I sighted see the answer to imitate the song is the whole chapter “The Waste Land”.Even the end of the copying.Therefore, even if this is not plagiarism to make, it is only to imitate the work can only be counted.They are lazy. Of course, you and I always pay attention to the kind of scholar of this era many, even the entire season from the beginning of the summer, although a little random ideas continue to write feelings, but feel free to address the underlying anxiety and inner conflict.In the summer, he wrote on the Diaoyu Islands, Tanabata, poetic soul, and so on; and this country, even if I stay at home, just look online newspaper, microblogging, many of these conflicting events, the topic but why are focused every day in front of me, so I know nothing from the near collapse.So insomnia, meditation, find a way out.Where is the way out?For me, only through text to find paved roads. Yes.Poetry just looking for a way roads, but not the answer. As for writing, I am still far from.As mentioned above, just use the Prophet existing structure, language to support my pale idea.For the most abandoned youth time, never returned to the process of human civilization has been brilliant to go deep dumb culture and history, never to the art of crystallization of all human beings to dip his soul, to survive in this hectic reality we can not be like those sages as quietly sitting in the library reading, thinking and meditation.Everything is fragmented; everything is in a hurry.So we will never get to the temple of poetry. The task of poetry is extremely great.Moral reconstruction and rebuilding faith is the only mission of poetry.Given the nature of such an important task, it may be able to draw on the form; ideas are not lazy.Even if we can not write great poetry awakened millions of people, we Yide honest self. And I honestly confused about what my.Autumn is the harvest season.But the harvest in this land may be just a few things.It has a very different from the dream of our republic at first.But the key question is not here.Material abundance and scarcity, and lack of moral confusion of run-down soul, faith has no direct nexus.Maybe just the opposite: it is the latter set of problems led to confusion season, differences in population.Therefore, we should return to the past, the majority of the world has come to change the time and space from the national birthplace; from the worship of ancestors, already mastered the ultimate mysteries of the world, step by step, to observe the trajectory of the nation, including the rise of Slim destiny Taoism, Confucianism, aloof philosophy, and ultimately lead to the cruel destruction of civilization, and pay homage to a foreign land invasion final result.After dreamy Zionist dream, people hungry, only my consciousness leads to crazy people: from ancient times to today, everything is cause and effect relationships and contradictions.Why such a long lazy sleepy lions, wolves will again invade why the lion territory. We must find some way to this the vast time and space to find buried in the depths of the ancient land or sky, can lead us to peace, calm, happiness Crystal Worlds, the Holy Grail or something else.(Yes.We really do not know what it is.But we have to look for).Should the past had no relationship to resolve such conflicts lion and wolves, desert, madness and temples, even if have to use our soul and flesh and blood to synthesize, to create light of faith to guide us forward, Crystal, of St. temple, we fear, not in pity. This is the purpose of creation of this poem.